Its memorial day weekend!! yay!

its been a good weekend and last night my friends and I gossiped about celebrities. lol. We've never ever done that! and I'm glad to say that my addiction to TMZ and perezhilton.com paid off! yay me!!

Well, I've been a mix of emotions and unfortunately I've been drowning myself in sorrows lately and drinking.... ughh. Lame, I know. But I was hit with some really bad news yesterday and I'm really bummed.... slapped in the face really.... I just want things to go back wayyyy back to how it was....

Swiping the table clean

So these past couple of days have been uummm well weird lol. Its just a surprise how old friends are suddenly back in my life. These people are not the type of "friends" that were there for a bit, they are the kind that I have known for years! It's just weird how its all happening right now. I mean, I am happy about it, it just seems surreal to me to have everyone there...

There is one that still makes me nervous of the thought of hanging out with them... just cuz it hurt so much to let go of them. It was a process for us. I could not just come back and smile about everything that happened. It was endless conversations and paragraphs of emails and texts... but im glad im ok with that person. Its like we swiped the table clean and started over :)